I have so many musings right now.
Probably because I'm doing Chemistry homework, just read The Hungry Runner Girl's blog, am watching House Hunters, and drinking whiskey...but I am feeling so happy.
WHY!?!
Why - HOW - could anyone be happy with all the horrible things that happen every day? That happen to them every day?
Reading Janae's blog (she is an AMAZING runner who recently got divorced) took me back to when Shawn and I ended things.
I feel fortunate because I can officially say, we are back together.
But again, reading her blog took me back to when Shawn & I were apart. And I felt like everyday I woke up and I was sinking.
I feel so happy to be at a place where I see that the sunken ship came after we hit the iceberg. And now we've made way out of the lifeboat and onto dry land and are getting over (ohhhh, let's just use.........) Titanic.
I know that sounds cheesy and like I'm bullshitting you...but I'm not.
Both Shawn and I are making a conscious effort to WORK on our relationship.
ERRRRRDAY.
It makes all the difference in the world.
What a shock ;)
So that's one thing that's going on in my head right now.
Roll your eyes & sigh or clap & be joyous. It doesn't matter.
Tonight. I am happy. And that is good.
